I’ve been slacking. On workouts. On being a good girlfriend, daughter, friend. On blogging. On existing as a human.
Do you guys ever feel like you need to retreat from the world? Like you’re a tortoise and though you’re still living and going through the motions, you don’t really remember what you did a week ago. Or even what you ate two days ago?
And I feel pretty blah about it.
So today I’m going to focus on getting it back together, paying attention to what I’m doing, being conscious of my attitude, and thinking about how what I say and how I say it affects others.
This weekend I’m going to make a weekly menu so I’ll know exactly what I ate. I’m going to make a concerted effort to stop complaining about what I don’t have and be thankful for what I do have.
All that being said, I really cannot wait for the Fourth of July holiday. I used to think that it was just a reason to shoot off fireworks and whatnot, but I am turning into my mom and really loving the red, white, and blue. I’m hoping to make some tri-colored desserts, get and American flag t-shirt, etc. Because why not?
I need to stop being so serious anyway, right?